Hello, Horny Readers!
Perhaps there are still some of you who would be surprised to know how many submissives in the world of D/s are dominant in every other aspect of their lives.  I assure you, however, that it’s true!  I can’t count the number of times I’ve heard a playmate confess that he has a great deal of authority, power, or responsibility in his professional life, and even in his relationships, but that in reality, he is a secret submissive, and really only  feels sexually fulfilled when he is able to cede authority, power, and responsibility to someone else.
Now, I’m not talking  about dominant males who call me to “experiment” with giving up control on their quest for sexual release;  Often such sessions turn into the potential playmate topping from the bottom.  No, I’m speaking of those who know they are truly submissive at heart, and no matter how Alpha they may be in their day-to-day lives, when they hear my voice on the other end of the line, they know who is in control, and they know that it isn’t them!
One playmate of mine who perhaps best exemplifies the dichotomy between public dominance and private submission is  the epitome of both.  I had him pegged(hee hee) the first time I saw him on webcam due to his clean-shaven face, neatly-groomed hair, and tight, fit body.  He didn’t have a pair of dog tags around his neck at the time, but given that your Miss Rachel has a slight fetish for the Armed Forces, I knew exactly who I had before my eyes.
He didn’t tell me right away that he was publicly one of the most Alpha of Alphas, but I knew, and it made it all the more scintillating to see him face down, ass up, popping anal beads one by one into his tight fuckhole.  He was so vulnerable to me, to his horny submissive fuckboy lust, to the explosive orgasms our conversations inevitably produced in him, and every conversation we’ve had since has deepened our connection.  I look forward to every session we have, not only because they always involve my favorite cocktail of anal play, humiliation, and tease and denial, but because it is so titillating to know that although he is an Alpha male in his life off of the phone, he is my slut and my toy when on it.
Are you Alpha in the streets and submissive in the sheets? Â Tell me about it!
Meeeeeeeeeeeee..sounds like me..!
Oh Missy. lol I have a hard time believing that an ultra sissy like you is Alpha anywhere! Even if you dress like a boy, everyone can still see that you pluck your eyebrows, at the very least! And what about that swish in your hips? I don’t believe you could hide that if you tried!
sometimes I am sissy in the streets and sissy in the sheets…omg….
okay…lately it has been different.. a little more swishy…but it feels soo good…I am sure most males wish they could try it…..panties..ect……ohh they feel sooo sexy…..shaved legs…I hate body hair……and perfume smells way better on me….manly even…..I want to wear a bra all the time now…I bought some new ones……I think I am hooked on BRAS now…..oh I love the feeling…I think my breasts are growing..i can feel a little sexy jiggle when a strut my sweet voluptuous sorta spread ass off….even not in heels now…..omg….will it last..naw…just a passing thing….so there….swish..!
I think every day must be sissy cockslut groundhog day for you, Missy! lol Every time we talk you say “it’s just a phase”, or, “I’ve never done this before.” Every. Time. lol And we’ve been playing together for YEARS. lol
I’m Alpha in the real world. I really don’t back down from any man or feel inferior to any dude. But, I’m not sure I cover my submissive side very well to women that I may work or come in contact with.. I can’t help it, I just respect them so much, lol. I’m not sure if that has been a detriment to the relationships I’ve had or not.. Of course, I could be wrong and maybe they do not pick up on that side of me..
I wonder if the autonomic (I think that’s right) nervous system plays into that. Like, even if you’ve got your Alpha swagger on, if you blush (which you can’t control) when you have to speak to a woman, well, it betrays something. *wink*
Miss Rachel’s assessment of Alpha in the Sheets Submissive in the Sheets is so true. But the Alpha persona is merely a shell. Real submissive a and real sissies are true to who they are deep down. Miss Rachel provides so much reinforcement in her sessions. Wherever I find myself throughout the day, I feel comfortable in my panties knowing I am pleasing Miss Rachel.
Hello, Gina!
Interesting observations!
And I am of course, so glad that you find my input helpful as a reinforcement for who you really are!
My response is long overdue. Last week I caught up with Rachel on YIM when I learned that she wrote this blog about me. One of my ongoing fantasies has been to read in an open forum, her thoughts about me and our conversations. So why is my response so late? Honestly, I kept getting aroused while reading the blog over and over. It was difficult to concentrate on writing when I keep imagining Rachel’s voice saying the things you see written in this blog. Rachel would scold me for taking matters into my own hands, and rightfully so. When it comes to thoughts about her and the inevitable arousal they cause me, I believe we would both prefer that she owns my cock, balls, ass, mouth, body and orgasms. Handling them as she sees fit, for her gratification while my desire goes through the roof! The unfortunate reality is that we only have the phone and cam. I’m happy to at least have that. Things would certainly be different in person where following through with the things we discuss would be almost too intense for me to handle but very exciting. I’d need help from you, Rachel, to push my limits a little on the physical side. Your voice would coax me every step of the way and I’d love it!
Rachel, thank you for the blog and for being there to talk to me. I appreciate you so much. Let’s talk soon. 🙂
Ah, there he is. My fuckdoll. *smooch*
Your comment here is a perfect addendum to my post.
Can’t you just feel the Alpha energy in the way he chooses his words, everyone? Even when talking about being my sweet bitch? *bats eyes swooningly*
D, the image of those anal beads popping slowly in and then rapidly out of my favorite fuckhole has become an indelible image in my erotic daydreams. And if we were in the same physical space, you know that getting you to comply wouldn’t be a problem. You’ve confessed to the effect my voice has on you, I’m sure you could be easily mesmerized while I strapped you into my pulley system and hoisted your legs over your head, cooing sweet nothings while I prepared to violate you and control you completely.
I can’t wait to again explore ideas, and that pretty fuckhole, with you.
xoxo
Miss Rachel