WARNING: If you are offended by or negatively sensitive to strict BDSM or chastity play and language, simply don’t read this post. The solution to finding this kind of play distasteful is to avoid exposing yourself to it or engaging in it, not to complain about, or to, those who do enjoy it. Thank you.
I am so pleased. I have several chastity pets whose masturbation I monitor and whose orgasms I strictly control, but it’s special when a potential acolyte comes crawling to Me with the desire to be put in his place beyond that. I have acquired a thing . . . who not only needs, but deserves to have its wiggly-worm locked up and its mounting desperation enjoyed, but upon whom I can exercise My sadistic streak–spanking, CBT, utilizing its fuckholes, and visit upon it what ever psychological torment suits My fancy. It needs not only to be humiliated, but to be degraded, reduced to nothing under My cold gaze. Delicious.
Like the darkest of chocolates, this type of kink play isn’t for everyone, but as longtime readers of My blog will realize, those who have an appetite for it will certainly have their craving fed in Miss Rachel’s domain, certain boundaries notwithstanding.
I required it to write Me a love letter, which I told it I would expose for all the world to see. Observe the pathetic slavering of this chastity thing:
i am a pathetic wanker. i have a tiny cock (As I told it, since it is tiny, it is not a cock. 2 demerits). i could never please a woman. As such, i need to be taken out of the sexual population and used as a slave so that some woman could actually gain some pleasure from me since my cock (should read “Mistress’ skin tag.” or at least acknowledge that as pathetic as it is, the scrap of meat between its legs is no longer its property, but Mine. 2 demerits) certainly could not provide it. That’s where my new Mistress comes in.
(paragraph break inserted by Mistress Rachel. Improper formatting. 2 demerits.)
She is everything i am not. Powerful, sexually alluring, and worthy of respect and worship, She is the type of woman that i should not even be permitted to look at or acknowledge if the world were truly fair. However, She is forced to deal with me; a task She selflessly takes on for the good of all other women out there as well as my own good. By taking ownership of my cock (2 demerits), She is saving any other woman from the disappointment i would be sure to give them. By locking me in chastity, She is saving me from my lack of control and ensuring that only real men are able to gain pleasure, something i am not worthy of having.
(paragraph break inserted by Mistress Rachel. Improper formatting. 2 demerits.)
i don’t even belong groveling at Her feet; i don’t belong in the same room as Her. Her mercy on me by taking ownership of my cock (2 demerits) is a great act of charity, proving beyond any doubt that She is worthy of my dedication to Her pleasure. Last night She sent me to bed after teasing me without an orgasm. As i lay there i needed to cum so badly that i humped the bed grinding Her cock (it is not a cock. A cock is at least 6.5″ long. It lies. 2 demerits.) against the sheets just to get some sexually (“sexual”, not “sexually”, IDIOT. 1 demerit) contact, needing (It LIES. It has no medical need to squirt, only the selfish yearning to do so. 2 demerits.) to cum but knowing that if i touched myself (“Mistress’ useless property” 1 demerit) i might lose my discipline and go too far.
(formatting. 2 demerits.)
If i were a real man, i would cum. If i were a real man, i would be able to get a woman to make me cum. i am not a real man, and don’t deserve to cum. My perfect Mistress understands this and in Her great wisdom will ensure that my orgasms are rare and only to remind me of what real men get to experience on a regular basis. i need my Mistress to keep me in my worthless place so that real men and women get are (“get are”? What does that mean, worm? 1 demerit)the only ones who get pleasure. It is a task that She has thankfully taken on for the good of mankind.
Thank you Mistress for Your ownership and control, i am truly unworthy of You.
Yes, thing. This I know.
As you can see, it needs lots of training. Soon it will know better than to “speak” of itself in the first person, for example. But all things in their own time.
Stay tuned.
I love ‘subbie writing assignments’ like the one in this post 🙂 While your new subbie is even more submissive than myself, I too have written similar posts of my own devotion and lack of worthiness to my Mistress. Kudos on using the demerits for when your subbie used the word ‘cock’. Cocks are what Real Men have. Mine is also tiny, locked, unworthy and in panties. So, I’ve been instructed to refer to what’s between my legs as a “clit”. I hope you continue to share where you take this lucky pet next!
Hello, cuckie! Thank you for visiting My blog! I’m glad you enjoyed the post.
Yes, “thing” (I may come up with a different name for it as W/e get to know each other) is on the rather more extreme end of submission, but there’s room for almost all variations in Miss Rachel’s world, as I’m sure you know.
I often call undersized dicklets “clitties” also, but when W/e were discussing terms, the only period during which a slave is allowed to express a preference or opinion, it told Me that it doesn’t want anything to do with feminization, so I talk about the misfortune below its bellybutton in a different way.
I hope to continue to share updates on how its training is progressing. Have a lovely night!
Miss Rachel! Totally impressed with how you critiqued and gave no quarter! Oh hell, I should say, totally impressed with your style… period! The demerits are such a great idea! What are the penalties for accumulating some particular number of demerits? Your “thing” had better learn quickly! 😉
Hi jemmie! Well now, that’s between it and I at the moment, but as our relationship develops, I’m sure I will publicly (though mostly anonymously, as all of our LDW pets are really) humiliate it with tales of its degradation. 😉
But thank you so much for the compliments! Stay tuned!
Miss Rachel. A wonderful blog. I can only imagine how the demerits will be paid.
subthomas, you know I had you in My mind at least partially as soon as I met it.
Thank you for stopping by!
Ms. Rachel, thank you once again for a wonderful blog post. Personally I’ve never used device nor do I posses a small ween. But I adore being controlled by a strong dominant woman who will correct me when necessary. Your corrections to its writings, reaffirms what I crave from a woman. Intelligence, confidence and creativity 🙂
wessypoo, you’re so adorable that I don’t know if I could be mean to you like I am to it, but I could certainly control you with just as much vigor, only I’d talk to you nicely! lol So glad you liked the post!
I am now picturing you as a strict, English teacher, tallying up those demerits and then distributing punishment as you see fit. This post was witty, intelligent, and sexy! I also adore that you call your pet “thing” reducing “it” to the less than human waste of a meatsack it is. I know you’re going to have fun whipping this one into shape!
LOL! “Meatsack”. You know I feel that You’re a witty, sexy, intelligent Lady yourself, Miss Brighton! Thank You for visiting My blog!
Mistress Rachel, this is a beautiful post. As you say, while this level isn’t for everyone, there are some subs who just need this level of control and sadism, just as some masochists need a level of pain play that would break many others.
I was browsing sites and followed the rabbit hole down to find this older post, but are you still interested in this level of degradation in your sessions? I’d be very interested. I must confess, I couldn’t help but stoke a little at the thought of you correcting me like this and what kind of punishments you’d come up with for the demerits.
Hello, steven.
I’m glad to see that at least you know your place to a degree, spelling your “name” with a lowercase “s”.
Yes, it does still make My sacred Yoni wet to terrorize and control worms like this.
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