Hello Horny Readers!
My new sissy has been doing very well locked in chastity. I can’t say that I’m surprised. If you’ve been keeping up with this blog series, you may recall that although her clitty functioned reasonably well during masturbation (especially while watching gay porn), when called upon to please a woman, said clitty was unreliable at best. You may further recall that the only means by which s/he could be certain to provide a usable erection when in the presence of True Womanhood was if s/he had something in her pussy. And even when not under pressure to perform as someone s/he isn’t, in her private masturbatory moments, s/he still desperately craved to be fucked.
But what I may not have shared in the first two installments is the amount of distress her failure as a Real Man caused her. S/he still felt the unbridled lust that many men experience. S/he still felt the desire to be able to give pleasure as well as to receive it, and was fixated by the uncooperative piece of flesh between her legs. Reader, my heart went out to her. I immediately discerned what needed to be done. S/he needed a release from the pressure of expecting of her clitty what it could not reliably give, and that release could best be achieved through a program of gradually escalating masturbation management and orgasm denial, terminating in long term chastity.
Placing that recalcitrant clitty on indefinite hiatus will also pave the way for her to find a new means of providing pleasure while still receiving it, through allowing her to concentrate on her already-needy pussy. Why let all that fantasizing about cock and natural affinity for anal play go to waste? Chastity training is a challenge, and the burden of adjusting one’s self to a lack of access to at-will clitoral orgasms can be alleviated somewhat through judiciously milking the prostate. But for my slutty feminized protege, eventually that milking will be done with a real, live, throbbing Stud Cock.
It all makes sense, doesn’t it? The perfect storm of feminization, chastity, and nascent cocklust. I hope that all of you, my dear horny readers, will wish my budding sissy cockslut and I a successful journey.
Rachel, I’ll admit that this blog got me hot and bothered. Not only do you talk about chastity, you add dirtier twists, like watching gay porn and being forcefully milked in a homosexual way. I’ve always been attracted to women, so whenever I watch porn, it’s girl/boy, girl/boy/girl, or some variation thereof. Even if it’s slightly kinkier femdom strapon porn, females are the center of attention. But knowing that you wrote this blog, it got me turned on. It makes me worry a little that anything you write will have that effect on me. haha
I imagine that after a couple weeks in chastity you tell me that you want to reward me. Immediately, my mind turns to sex. The expression on my face gives it away. You giggle and say “no silly. You’ve been good, but not THAT good. You’ll have to do a whole lot more before we fuck again. No, I was thinking that since you liked watching porn so much before took away the computer locked you up, maybe we could celebrate your one night out of chastity by masturbating to a porno together. Does that sound fun?” Excitedly, I say “yes, babe, I’d love that!” You caress my cheek and say “awe honey bunny, you’re sweet”, and give me a smooch on the lips.
“Over the last couple weeks when I intentionally teased you with simple things like batting my eyelashes or lightly rubbed your knee, it made your cock strain against the cage and drove you absolutely batshit. I loved it! Not to mention the time I pulled my panties off and had you take a whiff just to see how much I could make your cock ache. haha… pussy power! It’s so fun to control you. Doing all those things made me laugh so much that I wanted to find a new ways of teasing you into submission. I suppose it was bad of me, but what can I say… a girl has to have her fun, right? Besides, I own that cock and balls. But, since you lasted this long without spilling a drop of jizz, tonight’s your chance to stroke that desperate dick of mine to completion and shoot a nice thick wad of creamy goo for me. Of course you’ll clean it up for me like a good boy, won’t you.” I say “yes, gladly”, even though most times in the past I changed my mind at the last second and you resorted to slightly more physically force, like a hand on the back of my head or a hand tightening it’s grip on my balls.
You continue “earlier, I looked through your porn collection to remind myself that you like the harder stuff… plenty of dirty talk, handjobs, deepthroating, butt fucking… even cum swallowing facials.” Just hearing you describe it causes me to strain against the cage but you take no notice and I don’t dare complain. You continue “I gave it some thought and picked out a really hot porno scene that we can enjoy together. I have three rules though. First, you’ll be restrained on our bed, on all four. Your ankles separated by a spreader bar and strapped to bed posts at the head of the bed. Both wrists will be in cuffs and your dominant jerkoff-hand will be tightly bound with al steel cable to a bed post at the foot of the bed. The cable restraining your other wrist will have enough slack for you to reach your cock. Just understand that if I tell you to stop tugging on MY cock, I expect you to obey honey because all it will take is one yank on the cable through this pulley system to give me the leverage to easily pull your hand out of reach. So be good and listen. Also, by using your less dominant hand to whack that big dick of yours, you can imagine fucking one of the porn stars we’ll be watching.
Moments later I’m restrained. “Rule number two. You’ll keep your eyes intently focused on the video while edging yourself over and over. If I catch you looking away, I’ll give you a warning… just one. Rule number three is more of a consequence if rule number two is not followed. We can talk about that later if necessary but I don’t think we’ll have that problem, will we?” I immediately respond, “not at all. I’m so excited to watch the video with you. I can hardly wait.” My voice sounds a little worried. You continue “oh, you make me so happy honey and don’t worry, one way or another, it’s guaranteed that you will cum tonight.” With that, you press play on the remote control while my hand is lightly stroking my already throbbing cock. The scene opens with a couple men entering a room. I’m anxiously waiting to see which porn actresses they’ll be working with. By now, you’re masturbating and whisper in my ear “aren’t they fucking hot? I’ll bet they have big dicks. I’d love to watch one get on his knees and suck the other off.” You go on and on ad your words seem a little off but I’m still focused and eagerly awaiting the porn actress. Suddenly, there’s foreplay between the two guys and I come to the realization that I’m jerking off to gay porn. You’re so turned on by them kissing that you come face to face with me before I can say a word and give me a long and sensual french kiss. I continue masturbating because now you’re getting me turned on. Suddenly you hear sucking sounds coming from the TV and break our lip-lock to see one guy sucking dick and the other really pumping it into his throat. You’re so in the mood that I don’t want to say anything but I can’t help but stop jerking off. You cum from watching the two and then noticed that I stopped. You say “Honey, you said you liked the idea of watching porn together. Come on babe, whack it for me as they fuck each other. I want to watch you get off on it like you’re a gay cock sucker”. I’ve been in chastity for so long and I don’t want to screw up the privilege of cumming, so I continue and edge myself, once, twice… ten times. The longer it goes, the dirtier your talk becomes and more focused you become on the sexual acts being played out. At one point, I’m so hard from being in chastity for so long but trying to convince myself that it’s okay, I’m this hard because of your voice, not the movie. That’s when I put my head down for a moment, close my eyes and just focus on your voice while really jerking off hard. Then, your voice suddenly stops and the cable pulls my hand away with my dick on the verge of having a ruined orgasm. I open my eyes and you tell me “I told you what would happen”. Then your hand reaches for the phone and you press a preprogrammed number. You look at me with disappointment and say to me “we’ve advance to rule number three. In a way, I’m happy about this.” A second later, the person on the other end answers. It’s your stud cock. After a brief conversation that seems preplanned, you hang up. You smile and say “don’t worry honey, you’ll still get to come today, just not by jerking off. I’d like you to watch the rest of this scene. At the end, you’ll see exactly how your balls will be drained today.” With that thought, you plug headphones into the TV and put them on my ears and then go to the living room to wait for your guest to arrive.
Thank you for taking the time to write out such a detailed scenario! I’m sure that not only I, but other pets of mine with a penchant for coerced bisexuality and erotic control will really enjoy imagining that scenario playing out!
I’m thrilled that my posts seem to have such a seductive effect on you! Maybe it’s not so much that I’m twisting your mind, but helping you to unearth things that have always been there? *wink*