Hello, Horny Readers! Today, I’m writing especially to My sissies, namely those who know they are sissies at heart, but have not fully given themselves to sissification transformation.
Sissy, a new year is almost upon U/s. That makes it a perfect time to resolve that you’re going to surrender to your sissification desires. We’ve talked many times about how you long to give in to the submissive feminine part of you. You’ve tried many times to rid yourself of these urges. Maybe you’ve purged your closet of lots of pretty things, painstakingly selected, thinking that you were purging your mind at the same time. But it didn’t work, did it? When you think about feminization, whether on your own or guided by a Mistress, your clitty gets hard in your panties. Increasingly, it’s the only time it does.
Now if you read that, and felt as if I somehow had hidden cameras in your life or an entree into your very brain, that should be enough to tell you it’s true. And if you can’t stop your sissification cravings, if they’re disrupting your dreams at night, and images of pretty things and submissive scenarios flash through your head all day, you’re already helpless. In 2017, I want you to give in.
Smart Sissification Surrender
I know, I know. You have all kinds of reasons for not taking that first step, or retracing steps you’ve already made and tried futilely to forget. Maybe it’s not that you feel guilty, but that you are afraid of being exposed. Are you afraid of people in your life finding out that the person they know as a man is really a frilly femme in he/r heart of hearts? Well then, you just have to get cagey about it. You just have to do the subtle things that scratch that itch, but keep discretion in place. The important thing is not how far you go, but that you go.
The world is an uncertain place, and these are uncertain times. Wouldn’t it be better to have one day where you’re completely your sissy self, completely surrendered, than to have never embraced your fantasies fully?
You know I’m always here to support, advise, and yes, even coerce you into making changes and sticking to them, in the new year and beyond!
Purging is such a dirty word! Though I must say I fully understand. You’re just not ready until you’re ready, and that can take some time to accept. It’s just a good thing that our sissies have someone they can turn to as they figure out the path that they are destined to take. In the end, they always make the right choice when we’re the ones guiding their steps.
Yes, purging is a sad phenomenon, Miss Alexis. Our sissies need support! If only those hiding in the shadows would avail themselves of it.
Encouragements like this is a life changer. Awesome.
So glad to hear that, sissy Minaj! There’s lots more on this blog with regard to My thoughts about sissies, and I hope you’ll read deeply and be inspired!
Great post! I have been getting more and more into being a sissy. In 2016, i’ve embraced chastity and surrendering my maleness as a cuckold. I’ve been wearing panties every day (and other sissy things when i can get away with it). I want to further become my true sissy self in 2017! Hopefully, with a little guidance from my superiors I can fully embrace being a denied sissy slut!
So I’ve heard, cuckie! You’re a regular submissive prodigy! I’m sure Miss Constance is very proud of you!
I would love this to happen and want it to happen. I won’t purge either as I’ve spent to much money to do that. I have 4 pair of women’s skinny slacks, 2 pair of ankle boots, women’s lotion, 8 pair of panties, 3 slips, plenty of bras, d cup breast forms which fill out my bra. Just ordered 5 women’s tops along to go with the sheath dresses I have. I’d love nothing more to be in female lead relationship in which to have girls I know keep me in panties/bra. They don’t know of my crossdressing as I’m afraid what they will think.
Good for you for your surrender and commitment, petey!
You Empress Rachel have it exactly correct, but it is so difficult to not purge or so hard to come out.
That’s why you need support, Ronnie! Make 2017 your sissiest year yet! That’s a direct challenge!
It started ou so innocent. I was just so infatuated with her wearing nylons and high heels
Can you fix me?
This sounds like something it’s better for U/s to talk about in session, not in a comments section. lol Feel free to give Me a call. I don’t know if I can “fix [you]”, as you asked in your other comment, or even that you need fixing, but W/e can find that out.
Thank you I love you
Oh yes, Miss Rachel, I could not stop thinking about pretty lingerie and dresses until I had my own! Even when I’m not able to get “all dolled up” just having my girlie wardrobe gives me peace of mind.
You see, sissies? When you surrender to your desires, you’ll find a refuge in your sissyhood, and it will cease to be something to fear!
Ms. Rachel, I know from experience from our history of very fun 2 Mistress calls, that you truly do understand the inner workings of sissies and their deepest needs! I love your message that it’s not how far you go, but that you go! Yes! Sissies must go forward and experience the exploration of their feminine side or else they quietly die inside wishing that they could express themselves, even in some small way. Very well said!
Thank you, Miss Audrey! No regrets, no fear!
Ah, sissyfication, or when did it start? vanilla is a full blown sissy gurl now, but it got started with hur first gay lover back in school. He seduced vanilla the first time, little alcohol, little smoke, suddenly kissing, then French kissing, very deep, petting. He started kissing my ears and nibbling my ears and neck like I was a woman he was seducing, then he started serious attention to vanillas nipples, pinching, sucking them. vanilla pulled his cock out and gave hur first blow job to him. Eventually he took vanillas cherry, fucking her, but always he treated vanilla like a gurl. He also introduced vanilla to other men, group sex/gang bangs, and many other things. So, surrender early if you can, makes life wonderful afterwards.
Here here! Thanks for sharing your story, vanilla! That was quite hot, and there was also a sort of sweetness to it!
Thanks Mistress Rachel. He was a very hot sweetie. When he first took me in the ass, took my sissy/male virginity, afterwards he held me close, spooning, for a long time, caressing me, kissing me, stroking me gently. Made it feel like a special event. Of course, vanilla immediately then starts wiggling hir little ass and grinding it into his cock making him hard again and we had to do it all over again! Heavens!
But I am glad it was treated as a special moment, it’s a memory vanilla cherishes.
I surrendered to the world of sissiness when I started borrowing makeup from my sisters and mom. I was still in high school. Once a couple girls in study hall noticed I had on mascara the word was out, even though I stayed in the closet. After a couple of relationships with vanilla women that ended upon their discovery of my feminine ways, I finally face the world with confidence with assistance from Revlon, L’Oreal, and Mary Kay.
Good job, JayMe! The only part that puzzles Me is where you say that women you were in relationships with “discovered” your feminine side. How could they miss it? And is it really a mere “side”? *giggle*
For me it was when girl on school bus sat next to me and put rouge/perfume/lipstick on me. I was next to window so I couldn’t escape. It was turn on how she did this to me. She’s done this to random guys and on that day I was the one.
Another time was around Christmas after school and I was in kitchen looking around and I didn’t know I was under mistle toe. I had arms around me and being kissed my step mom. I was caught off guard and helpless. She told me to go into bathroom to look at lipstick marks on my cheeks but not to wipe them off. It was so hot and such a turn on that I had hardon but didn’t want her to notice but she called me to come out of bath room then had her sit in my lap for more lipstick kisses on my cheeks. She said I looked so cute and adorable with my cheeks covered in lipstick and said this will happen everyday after school and that I would help her around the house while my brothers & friends wouldn’t find out if I did what she said. Her friend & daughter came over and saw what she did to me and they took part in this as well. They all put rouge on me kissed me. They made me their sissy.
A few weeks later home alone I tried on her lipstick/sprayed on her perfume and tried on her dresses. It was such a turn on. She then walked in and was surprised. I tried to explain but she said I had to do anything she wanted or se would tell everyone. I did whatever she asked and she kept this a secret.
What did me in once and for all was when I was waiting to to laundry and both machines were full and walking out I noticed a bra out of the corner of my eye. I was home alone while my room mate and his girlfriend was out of town. I tried on her bra then went to see how I looked then I saw lipstick in bathroom and applied it to my lips. I looked so girlish then went to my room and got off.
That moment made me realize I was into crossdressing and I’ve been hooked. That was 1998 and I’ve bought tons of dresses/bras/panties/lipstick/perfumes
/lotions/makeup/yoga pants/leggings/heels/boots. My massuse knows about this as I came out to her and she asked if I liked guys and was gay and I told her no. She’s been so supportive and I told her it’s who I am and makes me happy. She had me repeat this over and over. She has control and power over me and I’m fine with that. She’s in on again off again marriage. I know better to question/raise my voice and say no to her. I upset her once and that won’t happen again as she put me in my place. She even had me run errands for her with giving me her large pink purse. My 2 friends I’ve known for 5 years don’t know this as I’m afraid to tell them and don’t want them to reject me. I want to be all 3 of their cream puff sissy. I’ll do what ever they want and ask. I just need your help on how I can make this happen.
Thanks for reading, petey!
Geez, I think you need your own blog!
How can I get my own blog? Your help along with the mistresses would be most welcome.
You can start your own blog right on EnchantrixEmpire!
I have purged
my phone of my sissy porn and purged Transformation Magazine and Forced Womanhood. But clothing i kept a lot of it and silicone breast forms an artificial vaginia. Perfume lipstick make up and bras shoes pantys panty hose are all tucked away in suit cases. All i supose i need is a Mistress in my life all the time or a femmy sissy to flip me back to sissy world .I just can’t get back there by myself yet
More and more sissies are seeking relationships with each other rather than with real women or men, and it works out well for them! I encourage you to seek out more of a sissy community for this reason, and maybe make one or two truly close friends!
I am in purge mode and it’s not working even now with my sissy stuff 80 miles away stored i am nude now and looking at my hair brush handle and thinking of putting into my girly hole help!
I’m afraid that no one can really help a sissy in purge mode but he/rself. The best I can offer is to ask you how well purging is working for you, as you’ve seen Me write elsewhere. And your comment tells U/s the answer to that, doesn’t it?
I have had an explosion of sissy desires recently . i am sitting now nude and tucked after
Penis clitty hair cut with scissors then venus razor then tweezed missed ones on balls am working on nipples