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Goddess Rachel, for cock sucker confessions, training, and fantasy! 1-800-356-6169Hello, Horny Readers! I’ve observed an interesting cock sucker phenomenon in My time as a phone sex Femdomme. There are quite a few who:

  • sucked cock for the first time in college
  • took a break from it (sometimes for decades), and then
  • had those memories re-ignite the oral fixation.

Thus, they come to Me, to confide, fantasize, and strategize.

Kind of fascinating, isn’t it?

Why does college bring out the cock sucker for so many?

The amount that many college students party is pretty cliche, right? It’s at least in part a celebration of emancipation.Think about it: the heady thrill of independence. You’re away from home for the first time. No curfew, no watchful parental eye. Practically no rules. It’s natural that this would give birth to a bit of hedonism. It’s the perfect time to do things you’ve never done before, and think you’ll never do again.

College is like the Las Vegas of life: what happens in college, stays in college.

Except when it doesn’t. *smirk*

Add to that the negotiations of living with a stranger, not a sibling or parent. Two guys in their sexual prime, sharing a rather small room, are jointly cognizant of masturbation frequency in their demographic. More than once, I heard from a college cock sucker that first, they got sick of trying to hide the need to jack off from one another, to strategize when they could do it around each other’s schedules. Then, they jointly decided they didn’t care if the other one masturbated while they were in the room. Next, they decided they didn’t care if they did it at the same time, to the same porn. Then it didn’t seem to be a big deal to lend each other a hand.

And finally, lending each other a hand turned into lending each other a mouth!

Why does the college cock sucker go on hiatus?

Remember My remark about college being the Las Vegas of life?

Most of these guys considered themselves straight in college, and still did afterwards (I know, I know. Why would a straight man suck cock?). Even if their cock sucking streak went on for quite a while, which in the case of some of those I canvassed, it did.

After that, most seemed to feel it was time to “put away childish things”, to buckle down to the seriousness of life as an adult–finding a job, perhaps getting married and starting a family. Their cock cravings were shoved to the back of their minds, best chalked up to youthful experimentation and left in the past. The hurly-burly of real world obligations allowed the door behind which those sloppy slurping scenes were kept, to remain firmly closed and locked.

Some didn’t think it was that remarkable at the time. It was something they tried, but then they got a girlfriend and didn’t think about it again. Others found a girlfriend because they were frightened at how much they did like it, seeking refuge from their possible bisexual humiliation in pussy.

Some ended up blindsided when the cock lust came rushing back, puzzled as to why they were suddenly longing once again to wrap their mouths around something thick and throbbing. Some always knew it was there, and simply, at some point in their lives, gave up trying to deny it.

What makes cock lust return?

After the mad rush to make a living and make a life, there’s more time for idle thoughts. More time on one’s hands. When the mind wanders, it often wanders back in time. For those who remember their college cock sucking fondly, but were temporarily distracted by other things, revisiting those secrets quickly went from amusing to diverting to consuming. Those who did their best not to remember over the years, for fear of what it might mean, found that it was exhausting, after a while, to keep the memories stuffed in their box.

Married guys often had the added impetus of a waning or mundane sex life with the wife, leading them to supplement with fantasy. More porn-watching, where intrusive thoughts had them replacing themselves not with the male getting his cock sucked in a straight porn scene, but with the woman doing the sucking. Most gave in to the intrusive thoughts, and sought out gay porn instead.

Once they got there, it was only a matter of time before they needed to call Me.

To share the memories, or make new ones?

To be honest, the average college cock sucker just needs someone with whom he can share his cocksucking confessions, namely Me. It’s incredibly freeing to share your secrets and cock sucking fantasies, particularly those over which you are experiencing a degree of shame. I won’t pretend that I don’t enjoy nourishing those fantasies, and even encouraging the purchase of a toy or two to supplement O/ur playtime and encourage these appetites.

There is a significant minority, however, who can’t be satisfied with reminiscing alone. I don’t condone cheating, and I’ll always admonish you to be safe, sane, and consensual in sex play. That said, if you don’t tell, I won’t ask, and I understand more than most how overpowering cock cravings can be. Many of My college cock sucker playmates have already sought out more cock before they call Me, and I certainly don’t judge. In fact, I’ve even gotten to watch them satisfy their cravings a time or two, which I won’t pretend I don’t enjoy.

So, do you relate, cock sucker? Was college your first time? Have you been on the straight and narrow for years, but find those cock-servicing memories coming back? What are you going to do about it? Need some suggestions? Perhaps a confidante?

Well, you know where to find Me!

xoxo

Miss Rachel, for cock sucker training, fantasy, and confessions!

1-800-356-6169

P.S.:  Press play below to hear the most recent story shared with Me by a college cock sucker who found memories coerced cock sucking yesterday, affecting today’s choices!